Hot Mess - Cobra Starship

I feel all messed up inside.

Casey and I went drove to Santa Cruz on Saturday and it was like Doc Ock used his ice ray on the coast that day cuz it was freezing. The ocean was all ice and people were making snowmen with the sand.

Just kidding. But it was cold. I can't focus. Just like the beach couldn't decide if it wanted to be warm or not. Sometimes the sun would come out and smile and give us a wink but then he'd go off somewhere and leave us to solidify into icy forms. It was kinda ridiculous. At least Casey was there.

The drive back was even colder, like our skin got all slimy and we turned into birds that couldn't fly cuz it was so cold it was as if we were in Antarctica. But it was sunny. Paradox.

All this mess up gets me tired:

Show Me What I'm Looking For - Carolina Liar

So I'm in my dorm room right? And my roommate's like, "I got you" and he's reassuring me, I'm gonna love this song... so I'm like alright shoot go for it. So I'm gearing up for bass and baller music - and Justin Beiber comes out the speakers. And I just kinda look at Lexus and I'm like... is this for real?

Haha. I dunno what it is about Justin Beiber, but, anyways, it got stuck in my head. And you know how facebook asks you for "what's on your mind?" So I posted the song on my status. And Arnel's all hating but...

Next day in drama, Justin Beiber makes a special guest appearance and its like that fool can't disappear. But anyways, it turned out to be a goofy day, where we kinda tried to reference Justin Beiber like every other skit. Turns out we played celebrity and someone actually wrote down Justin Beiber. That surprised me haha.

But it was a great stupid moment.

Maybe I'm just looking for stupid moments like this:

CHOREO... except not. More like vocal auditions

SO! Anyways, I'ma choreo to Nelly and Fergie.

And I'm working on getting a vocal audition all together. My top song choice is Grow for Me - Little Shop of Horrors. My high school did that my sophmore year so that was pretty cool. Back ups I'm thinking like haha That Dentist Song -Little Shop and I got a bunch of other score books like Lion King, The Producers, and Assassins to look through but dunno if there's gonna be anything.

Aite. Blog later.

Oh ya. And prom's comin' up. Just thought you guys should know.

Aight, New Purpose of the Blog

So, I was gonna work with this blog to read a certain amount and then blog about what I read but so far this summer I haven't really felt up to reading much. Since I got MUCHO SUMMER LEFT :DD I'ma set a new purpose up for this blog.

Either it's gonna be _____ of the day or something like that.
1) Art
2) Choreo
3) Running?

Hmmm... apparently I lack focus. So I think cuz I'ma be goin' to Irvine, I oughta focus on choreo, although the other two are pretty legit too. I run almost everyday now, not much but looking up at maps.google it's like 1.8m I'm running so that's pretty sick. Actually, it could be cool if I charted like my athletic growth through this blog buttttttt..... I need focus soooo.... choreo. Yep.

I'ma start tmr haha.

What would make me feel accomplished?

I dunno. This whole summer's been pretty good, but I don't feel like I've accomplished anything big. I pack every day CHALKFULL but the thing is, even though I'm tired at the end of the day I don't feel like I did anything worth remembering or posting on my blog. I mean there's been a few good parties and that one mission trip way long ago in June?? And camping on the lake. But what about dancin', paintin', shirts, work. Shucks.

Anyways, me and Stephen and maybe Toast are planning somethin' big for next week it's gonna be so awesome we're gonna hafta PRACTICE FOR IT. WOW.
And Plastic Man tomorrow (today technically)!

NEW PEOPLE

It's weird. I've met a plethora of new people in the last what? seven days? Ya, and it's crazy trying to put names with faces when people look and act so much like other people and then you start calling the wrong people the wrong names or like with Eddie, I was like dude you're like an Xavier and he's like no I like that name can I be him? and then I'm like... sure.

When people remind me of someone it's the weirdest thing. Like for example, my roommate at SPOP was Victor, but I almost called that fool Mason a few times cuz he looks and talks kinda like Mason AND we have almost the same character dynamic, except I dint get close with Mason cuz freshman year we weren't real close but still. And it's weird cuz I can kinda judge how I think my dynamic is gonna be with new people based on the dynamics I have with old relationships with people that are kinda similiar in gait or speak or features.

FOR EXAMPLE I found out that there is a strangely intelligent but pedantic type of person today. Brandon and Andrew, cool guys, but they reminded me a lot of Matt Bazzanella, not cuz of looks (although they were tall like him), but pedantism and a certain level of charisma. Brandon actually, I've never met someone with as much charisma as he. And that fool is smart -- cuz I've never admitted that I feel stupid or anything cuz I haven't... until tonight, when Brandon's talking about how he took advantage of his intelligence and tried to build a plane when he was 8 or opened an independent bank account when he was 15 using his charisma to charm the lady even though you don't get those until you're 18. Charisma like that I only thought existed in like Catch Me If You Can with Leonardo DiCaprio. Wow.

Tonight was a riot. Haha.

SHAGGY - Brisa Hall

Brisa bombahstic cuhz wey fandtasdic.

Haha hope all you suckers havin' fun without me cuz I'm havin' fun w/o you.

Just kiddin.

SoCal's pretty sick. Orientation was rockin' made some friends, still kinda trippin bout fall but I figure it'll be tight once I get there.

It's hot right now in SoCal and it kinda reminds me of when we went to Mexico, especially in San Ysidro at that one motel thing, where the pool was definately not heated and the only way we kept warm was by stuffin' all 30-50 of us I don't remember into their tiny like 12x12 pool and throwin' each other in. That was a riot. It's kinda weird but I gotta say I think with the whole Lifehouse retreats things, I kinda already lived a little bit of dorm life so I kinda get what it's all about. I mean some of the other guys in my hall at UCI were like dude these showers are basically see through like no privacy, but I'm like haha BenMelli wouldn't trip twice about that and would prolli just leave the glass door open anyways while he's showerin'... haha. Dang, I'ma really miss the whole Lifehouse crew.

Cuz it's really different when you're on a vacation from when you're on a mission trip. I'm in SoCal right now and I feel kinda haha aimless...

But it's all good cuz sometimes you just gotta get away. But ya, I'm psyched for plastic man though I'm kinda bummed that I can't make one cuz thad be such a riot. And I gotta get another book from BenMelli to read cuz these last few blogposts ain't had any meaning or direction or focus but I guess that's just how summer is -- haha I'm kinda just posting what's been on my mind, but I'm not that good at improv.

I'ma try out for the Musical Theater class in the fall for UCI so I better get on it learnin a song and stuff but I really hope I get into the Clair Trevor School of the Arts cuz I really don't wanna only take the BioSci classes I gotta take for my major -- which is gonna be death if it's the only thing I take (CUZ YOU ONLY TAKE THREE CLASSES? HAHA THAT'S WEIRD). Or I wanna figure how to get a minor for dance (which you gotta audition to get into) cuz all the dance classes at Clair Trev you can only take if you're a DANCE MAJOR. Thad be cool, but the class thing is tripping.

YO. So call or text.