Haha, I'll be honest, I'm not really sure why Sean doesn't like me, but I'm thinking it goes somewhere along the lines of he thinks I keep stealing his girlfriends. TK thinks it's cuz we think differently and interact with our friends differently -- like Sean likes to have a plan, and me? I just like to wing it -- but I don't think something like that would make Sean start talking smack behind my back. To be honest, I think Sean likes to have a plan cuz it makes him feel like he's in charge or that he means something to the group, so that he can have his niche as "leader" or "planner" or whatever makes him fulfilled.
Sean keeps dating girls that are close to me, like Melody, who I've known since 3rd grade, and Sami, who kinda was in the same boat with me romantically Junior year with the whole Diana and Bryant thing going on...
I think he's threatened or something by me at a caveman level, as if I'm gonna attack his manhood and steal his girl and hut and berries.
It's ok, Sean's really nothing to me now, kinda like how Diana kinda hurt me before but now she's nothing to me now either -- haha except a rad salsa partner and we were a riot at Mateo Motion VI. I think TK wants us to get along cuz we're both in Vongola -- our breakdance crew nd hangout team -- but I dunno, cuz apparently Justin and Sean hate me and honestly I don't know why but I've gotten over it and I'm honestly not looking for their approval or affirmation. We used to be all cool but times are changed.

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